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Eileen& my birthday is on 30th october 90.
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    Wednesday, July 8, 2009

    i'm really taking it slow and taking it not too hard on myself.
    whoever who comes to my face and ask me why im can let go so easily i will box you and fuck u off.
    i dont wan people to think that im wailing and crying for the sake of asking him to stay, ultimately whats the point.
    im tired also to myself seeing my body and mind being so heart broken , but its the fact i need to learn how to face it one day.
    i dont like it when people ask me am i taking it too hard on him even as a friend?
    i mean half my life im attached to someone who is so dear to me left me and you expect me to stop messaging him , i tell you i cant.
    i told him i will stop messaging one day but just give me time to slowly reduce my messages day by day.
    Not trying to act like oh im so strong here , so save that .
    And if he doesnt like me to message him or calling him up randomly , tell me in my face also .
    Its time to get real and truthful here i dont want it to end up in a message that said " sorry you're just being irritating here alright?"

    i know many will tell me why do i still want to act like as if i and him still are in a relationship.
    But to me i feel that he is the only one only one that didnt leave me with hatred and lies and i feel that i had already jepordise our relationship why our friendship again.
    you guys nv knew how we were close before we started our relationship , and i dont wan to lose that.
    im really taking things slow and yes just purely friends i dont have any agenda or motive for us being together again just that i feel that the close friends status we used to have shouldnt be lost.

    Im so glad ive talked things out to him , i feel happy also having him to tell me " i'll be there to lend u a hand and we will tide this over slowly , i know u need time "
    This is what i feel that from lovers we still could reach this stage of friendship and i just want to keep it this way.

    Definitely a part of me still want us to get back , just that it's just not his wish .
    anything i could do even by leaving and giving up our relationship to make him happy , i will.
    we wanted to give happiness to us but since happiness couldnt last in us , by being friends happiness will last .


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