we couldnt stop gambling , we're like some gambling addicts.
so friday got my posting and got into accounting in college east , oh well didnt expect for more.
im going to stop lazing around and start schooling and it shall be my choice.
i know you will go " huh . but its Ite. " / stigma , its just stigma man .
at least i know i aint going to waste my time doing nothing but learning something its more productive this wayy.

went over to giant to get steamboat stuff .
came back mahjong and after steamboat we started to gamble.
won 30 plus on blackjack and we ended up losing 70 at the end of the day, mind you we played from 11pm to next day 12 pm , could you imagine that ?
played peanuts , poker , blackjack and big small plus mahjong .

slept through the next sat till 9pm .
body clock totally screwed .
up our mahjong stakes to 40 80 which is much more fun and not too bad i was on the positive side all along.
played till 6am and knocked out .

i foresee there might be another mahjong session today , maybe only .

no pictures cause no cui face to scare ppl (:

♥

this year isnt like any other year , it felt like lacking of a festive mood.
Wayy to boring but still its good to see them once in a year cause my family members aint that close .
And for me , as i grew older im looking forward only to gamble instead of the usual sit at one corner in my cousin's place , nua at the sofa watching the same chanel every year and dare not change it cause im afraid no one wants to watch Mtv like i do .

i had freaking 3 reunioun dinner this year cause my mother was being a lame ass .
shant elaborate much and no pictures cause i was busy eating .
couldnt avoid qns bombard by my auntie , as usual got bf anot ? how come become chubbier ? and when bring bf back ?
They just never change their set of qns .

(mygandfather and grandmother)

Visitation is the same every year .
Seems like my luck is on mahjong and not on blackjack .
but couldnt say im losing cause i survived 4 days on my winnings and my losings are all from my winnings , haiyaaaa u do get the drift dont you ?

Wedding game was okayy and i wanna watch Bride wars (!)

photos are still with my sister , till then . Wishing you all a happyhappynewyearrrrrr (:

♥

i just cant stop harping on how awlful is my hair .
okay i better stop if not i will never going to end this . . :(

so i need to do one last time shopping for Cny and i actually haven got alot of stuff .
i need to get shoes to match my clothes.
i need bags to match my clothes.
i need new bras and panties to match my clothes.
i need makeup to make my clothes.
& i need hell lots of bobbypins to make my hair match my clothes.

tomorrow i shall buy all of my stuff and come back , pack my bag to return home for CNY.

♥

i woke up this afternoon deciding if i should go do my hair since an excuse for it will be CNY is coming , but i think i screwed it up .
Sat there for 3 and the half hour , anticipating and waiting for my hair results which turned out awlful :( . A word of comfort will be , my hair will grow soon .
The highlights that made me look very lian ( no offence to them ) and yet the CHEEEEEEENA GUY told me its the latest color , The Bangs that made me look damn fuglyyyyy and yet he told me it was supposingly the oriental loooooook :( totally shouldnt trust him but yet i told him : " anything , you think suit me can already " .

How could i say such stuff . Nabehhhhh really hated myself for one second /

Okay enough of that , carried on with the plan to catch Love Matters .
Its the worst production of Neos studio everrr , for a while i was lost totally didnt catch what the story was about .
& worst thing , the waiting of the funniest joke which we saw on the adver : " yellow(hello) , blue (who)are you . why u purplish(purposely) call me and i will call you black (back)"

totally didnt come out in the movie and sometimes i think their jokes were too cold till i went : "huh , what they talking about ".

drove down to 85 and had supper and if you rmb clearly , i wanted to stop eating so much before CNY comes but guess all plans will resume after that , i just cant resist good food plus good companions.

Now im going to figure out how to clip up my Bangs during CNY to prevent myself from being a laughing stock , Goodnight & one photo just one on my hair .
And pls dont come to me and tell me its so not me , Cause i Freaking know . Nabehhhhhhhh !


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i went town yesterday with baby and came home with a lot of stuff.
damn fucking fruitful and this time we saved a total of 6 freaking bucks on parking fees , not dumb anymore to park at the fucking 11 bucks carpark .
bought a coat from f21 and its dirt cheap , i was shocked when i saw the price.
now CNY shopping is almost done just needed to get my shoes and maybe i want to get a new bag (!)

met janice over at 800 plus for dinner. and home sweet home after that .

now i need to and want to and have to and shall do is to lose some weight .
But then again how !? Goodies like ba kua seems so tempting and the small prawn rolls thingyyy , fucking tempting (!)

i dont want my cousins or aunties to go : " wa , how come grow so fat alreadyyyyyy!@#$%^&" , i tell u i will jit.
on another hand , its a time to gamble . Mahjong (again i know!) and poker. We need to up our stakes to make things interesting .

i need to save a little more cause now im spending on my own money and i need to shop lesser and eat lesser and time to do something about my hair .

Zx and Matt already done theirs . I also want and not turn into a human walking grass headtop !

Bye i need to sleep and stop thinking about BaKuas !!

♥

past few days im out meeting people .
there's east coast for stingray , chicken wings and thai coconut .
and red cliff 2 is oh okay .



well i cant remember what i did excatly .
Zouk was okay as well just met some new chicks at least its not dick infested .
Town today was fruitful .

& im tired now , photobucket sucked totally .

another day i'll fill this space with photos



okay im super lazy to upload it one by one so ive it all into one picture (:

♥

It was Paragon to Taka to Wisma to FarEast to Wheelock to Tangs to Cinen ..We spent 5 hours walking the whole town to shop for CNY clothings.not too bad it was rather a fruitful trip for them but not for me .didnt really saw anything that caught my eyes cause i spend half the time online .late lunch at aijisen and contd walking. i swear our legs were almost breaking sia (!) bought my M.a.c makeup and im going back for more , time to stock up my makeup .Carpark Fees and Erp plus petrol were a big time killer .Fucking $10.98 (!) saw a beautiful beautiful mini cooper. couldnt resist but take a photo of it (:

we didnt had dinner till like 1 plus am , tested out gold mahjong tiles .but seems like i prefer the older ones .drove down to 85 but seems like we were too late , every store is closed .headed over to simpang instead , lepak awhile and went back . & results wasnt that disappointing .i never ever expect a pass for my maths due to not much effort put in but i was damn shock for my english , i mean really quite shocked .now i need to think about what courses to fill up and hopefully i can get a place in poly .

♥

shit stuff always happen dont they ?
well lets drop tht subject before i digress and go into my self emo , intoxicated world , damn ballzx (!)

nothing much these days just that i stopped working already which means no more moolah to shop , eat , enjoy.
i have some just not excess .
im too dependent on the net that i spent half the time finding my CNY clothes online which i think its beautiful and gawwwwd , they arrived faster than i expected and i have like 4 parcels here already.
Feel like taking it all out and wear it , i mean my relatives woulnt know right ? i see them once a year , if not 2 to 3 times n special events.
i just bought more clothes online and cant wait for them to be here and fuck hotmail is getting on my nerves, i cant read nor reply mails which made me fucking du lan . JIT!

seriously i cannot wait for results tmr , its either i make it or not .
i would rather spend my time studying than spending my time thinking how my heart breaks.

♥

like how we desire to have the hot bods of the models ,
watching the show yet not feeling too inferior .
damnzx balls(!) theyre fucking hot. & i prefer justin timberlake to usher , seriously !

♥

late night supper over at prata with friday love.
85 dinner with kenny , chok and baby.
lunch with janicelove.
day time was spend working and damn totally not enjoying work now , just driven by money.
confirmed that results will be coming out on the 12th which im totally cool with that cause its either i make it , if not i will go the alternative route .
mahjong sessions with matt , chok . Cheryl and janice. lost the latter .
there's nothing much to blog about cause everyone is busy with their project which is totally fucking stressing them a lot .
and its time to wash the car .

xoxo , eileen.

♥

2009 started pretty well and yesterday friday love got out of the comfort zone and went to The Cathay.
Dinner over at Cartel was bad ! service sucked , attitude sucked , food barely made it .but well after eating , lepaked till its time for our movie.
Caught I.P Man and its was damn good , i always dont fancy KungFu movie but i turned out to be quite excited with all the fightings and all .


( pardon my hair , its was damn messy )
Cam-whored a little with almy and jinlian & also group photos , self timers. i have yet to get them from jinlian and almy so bear with this. I'll upload the ones ive with me first (:


Headed over to RocherRoad for some tuay huay .


& Damn(!) did i mention how obsessed Chok's is over that Gucci Cap that i didnt seen him take it off after he put it on. Lol(!) clear evidences .



gerald new wife !




Then was over to upperchangi to cam-whore ( yes john we like it ! ) , and sadly there wasnt much planes that night . jetty for alcohol and walao 5- 10 skills improved a little making Chok drink 6 pure shots at a go which is damn a lot cause i sabo-ed him .
Horrible eyebags(!) been sleeping damn little these days.

for more pictures scooooot over to jinlian's & Almy's blog okay .

A.Happy.One.Year(: ♥eileeeeen



so spent like half a day out at night with the friday love .
woke up late in the afternoon and spend it together washing the Car.
we did nothing special but im still very happy.

for every little things u did for me , i appreciate it.
for every little things u tried to do for me , i know it.
for every little things u change for me , i feel it.
but
for every little things i failed to do , im sorry.
for every little things i didnt tried to do , im regretful.
for every little thing i havent change for you , im repentful.

for all those times we quarrelled ,we threw it apart
but for all those times we share , are kept in the most inner place , my heart.
i dont know how far are we going to go together but for now i know , i love you for as much as i can.

loves ,
dumb.

♥