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Eileen& my birthday is on 30th october 90.
Ilovestarbucks.ilovepaintednails. i think retail therapy is every girls favourite.
everything seems okay.im tired of lying that everything about me and (us) is okay.it's when night falls everything is so hard, im moving alone youre moving on.i took courage to prompt you that qns but instead of having your own courage , you took my courage and take it is yours.i couldnt help but think how time will do miracles , it will i believe but im as blind as i was in love that time isnt helping but taking me slowly away.i thought i could handle this well since we will all be friends again . As i grow and feel that love could be part of us , reality hits us even harder cause we always blindly believe in faith and love could be so real.But i guess this time reality hits me twice as much as what ive given into us.Didnt i try hard enough? i went to work trying to exhaust every part of my body, my mind but what did i get at the end of the day , nothing but tears nothing but again my mind start wandering off.smile and explaining slowly but behind me was a heart with tears that i couldnt explain much further , wiping my tears and go level to level door to door.i tried ive tried but maybe to you its just not hard enough .Just like how not enough ive given to you.so imperfect in your eyes.Really want to get away from this emomomo feeling but this is the only space i can pen down my thoughts.
♥