even this had to go . it holds way too much memories.
Will never be stupid to delete cause its too much , just maybe will move and find another space to write in ..

ytd was very irrational of me to not think of consquences and i just went ahead with it.
this time no more sorries cause maybe this is the reality we had to learn to accept.
usually wouldnt lose my cool this way but just had to burst cause of the harsh words used and it was a big whole dramama that all i remembered was hurling of nasty comments across the living rooom .

" dislike being in this " is what keeps me moving for now .
if i could re-do this all over , i will still choose to make friends with u guys not a regret , but regret for making things turn out this way will choose to hold our mutal love inside and carried on with being friends , i think im better off as a friend than a Gf.

for the last time i will be posting regarding us am going to throw everything aside and learn the word "control".

i will leave everyone and everything if things could be easier and simplified.

♥