one.2.three&four.

2009-07-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

MOVED MOVED MOVED. :D
Finally decide to put this away and move.

2009-07-20T09:48:00.000-07:00

i hate how things are falling now.
not emo anymore about G cause somehow , sometime we need to get over this.
like i said maybe being best friends are better off than having a relationship.

Hate how things are happening between our girlfriends.

I wish janice all the best with Mr.Gq and really my best wishes for this two , im waiting to be your best-lady for your weddding kay. Dont get so disappointed and lose hope in love as u see one by one close to you falling apart. understand all of us need to get through this period of life.

Chengtheng be strong , though i couldnt be there to help u and console you we need to be strong.
How coincidence that we all broke off and is going through this together. We always dont believe that the guy we love so much could do this to us , but the fact is guys are heartless when they break off / they seem to move on so easily and easier than we girls do but remember they're guys that's why.

Kailin lets hope u get over this sooon and how much i want to feel for u i became too numb about this issue call love and fuck love forever cause forever doesnt exist. Move on slowly take time too but u've been holding on for 1 year already and i believe u are moving on slowly.

Juliana we are just a call away dont bottle everything inside and as much as i want to tell u to move but i learn from you what devoted really means. 1 month of love could make u hold on to him for 3 years , i couldnt help but just salute your faithfulness. you will find the right one for you soon really.

Cheryl dont worry but lets just face it. the reason he gave was lame and stupid. enough of getting yourself hurt and sad get over it and u will find someone nice and love you more.

For myself constant remind myself that life should be live happier and not dwell on past . though its hard but time to take a break / tired to believe that love will make a person happier cause ultimately whatever given out there is no payback . Too many failed relationships , nothing is able to make me happy cause how can all my gfs be facing the same problem like i do . Need to stay strong for the sake of them . Need to .

love you all much . Please stay strong and im so worried for cheng now cause she is missing and she blogs about meeting us in heaven. Goddamn it , make me feel like dying also . It's killing us slowlyyyy!

2009-07-18T21:03:00.000-07:00

even this had to go . it holds way too much memories.
Will never be stupid to delete cause its too much , just maybe will move and find another space to write in ..

ytd was very irrational of me to not think of consquences and i just went ahead with it.
this time no more sorries cause maybe this is the reality we had to learn to accept.
usually wouldnt lose my cool this way but just had to burst cause of the harsh words used and it was a big whole dramama that all i remembered was hurling of nasty comments across the living rooom .

" dislike being in this " is what keeps me moving for now .
if i could re-do this all over , i will still choose to make friends with u guys not a regret , but regret for making things turn out this way will choose to hold our mutal love inside and carried on with being friends , i think im better off as a friend than a Gf.

for the last time i will be posting regarding us am going to throw everything aside and learn the word "control".

i will leave everyone and everything if things could be easier and simplified.

2009-07-14T04:35:00.000-07:00

ive so many drafts so many that i feel like posting it up but i dont see a point.
i dont want people to even come here and think that why am i writing all this .
i guess i will let it stay in my heart forever.
im sick of seeing myself act this way , never thought i could do so much to myself .
im glad youre happy to see me being strong but sorry ive lied , never wanted to keep myself strong this way.
drowning myself with so much alcohol everyday just to keep my mind off everything .
Really am in need of a drinking partners , its no longer you guys anymore , i cant keep pestering people with my problems .

i know next time or in the future when ive completely moved on , i look back here in my silly blog and will find myself so childish and so immature in handling this puppylove r/s.
But do u understand that i dont see into the future , i dont have the power or mind to look far ahead but as far as i could now i try to hold it in my heart till the day comes and ive change.

Money was suppose to motivate me but work sucks nowadays , need to work harder please money roll please!

i need something light hearted to blog about.
Move eileen move!

2009-07-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

i think i need to shift out of here and move to another blog.
no point i write here cause people will think that im just taking too hard .
a cyber space to pen down my thoughts .

2009-07-12T03:34:00.001-07:00

even if everyone thinks that im taking too hard for a breakup , i hope u know what my heart means and that is all it matters.
friends are good enough for me.
a timeframe is just letting me give it another try after changing.
it's not to bind you or me down /
all is does matter is when i look back when im older at least i tell myself ive tried and give my best shot.
life , no time and room for regrets & this is what i learn.

2009-07-09T10:22:00.001-07:00

am doing it quite well for the past 2 days.
so going to contd this wayy and letting go slowly.
i know he will be happy too.

Really want to be so thankful to these people .
either i bother them too much with my msges if not they were there to listen.
So much appreciation. (:
Juls.Kaikai.JaniceBaby.Jinlian.Zhenxu.Almy.Dini.jm& D.( who listened to me rant for the last time)

2009-07-08T05:33:00.000-07:00

i'm really taking it slow and taking it not too hard on myself.
whoever who comes to my face and ask me why im can let go so easily i will box you and fuck u off.
i dont wan people to think that im wailing and crying for the sake of asking him to stay, ultimately whats the point.
im tired also to myself seeing my body and mind being so heart broken , but its the fact i need to learn how to face it one day.
i dont like it when people ask me am i taking it too hard on him even as a friend?
i mean half my life im attached to someone who is so dear to me left me and you expect me to stop messaging him , i tell you i cant.
i told him i will stop messaging one day but just give me time to slowly reduce my messages day by day.
Not trying to act like oh im so strong here , so save that .
And if he doesnt like me to message him or calling him up randomly , tell me in my face also .
Its time to get real and truthful here i dont want it to end up in a message that said " sorry you're just being irritating here alright?"

i know many will tell me why do i still want to act like as if i and him still are in a relationship.
But to me i feel that he is the only one only one that didnt leave me with hatred and lies and i feel that i had already jepordise our relationship why our friendship again.
you guys nv knew how we were close before we started our relationship , and i dont wan to lose that.
im really taking things slow and yes just purely friends i dont have any agenda or motive for us being together again just that i feel that the close friends status we used to have shouldnt be lost.

Im so glad ive talked things out to him , i feel happy also having him to tell me " i'll be there to lend u a hand and we will tide this over slowly , i know u need time "
This is what i feel that from lovers we still could reach this stage of friendship and i just want to keep it this way.

Definitely a part of me still want us to get back , just that it's just not his wish .
anything i could do even by leaving and giving up our relationship to make him happy , i will.
we wanted to give happiness to us but since happiness couldnt last in us , by being friends happiness will last .

2009-07-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

everything seems okay.
im tired of lying that everything about me and (us) is okay.
it's when night falls everything is so hard, im moving alone youre moving on.
i took courage to prompt you that qns but instead of having your own courage , you took my courage and take it is yours.

i couldnt help but think how time will do miracles , it will i believe but im as blind as i was in love that time isnt helping but taking me slowly away.

i thought i could handle this well since we will all be friends again .
As i grow and feel that love could be part of us , reality hits us even harder cause we always blindly believe in faith and love could be so real.
But i guess this time reality hits me twice as much as what ive given into us.

Didnt i try hard enough? i went to work trying to exhaust every part of my body, my mind but what did i get at the end of the day , nothing but tears nothing but again my mind start wandering off.
smile and explaining slowly but behind me was a heart with tears that i couldnt explain much further , wiping my tears and go level to level door to door.
i tried ive tried but maybe to you its just not hard enough .
Just like how not enough ive given to you.
so imperfect in your eyes.

Really want to get away from this emomomo feeling but this is the only space i can pen down my thoughts.

2009-07-06T07:35:00.000-07:00

it's just part of our life we have to go through.
im sorry for not being the best.
im sorry for being inconsiderate sometimes.
im sorry for not able to hold on to what we promised.
im sorry to make a part of u so hurtful.
im sorry for not trying to understand a bit.
im sorry for being wilful.
im sorry for being overly-paranoid at times.
im sorry for snatching your pillow from you at times.
im sorry for always making to make decisions.
im sorry for always pms-ing.
im sorry for bombarding you with my compo messages.
im sorry for not able to love u like how u loved me.
im sorry for not walking into the future we used to said.
im sorry for breaking ur heart at times.
im sorry for hiding ur pillow and played childish games with you.
im sorry for not understanding and try to save our relationship.
im sorry for pressing you too hard at times.
im sorry for the days ive made u angry , made u sad.
im sorry for making u tired.
im sorry for not doing things u want to do.
im sorry for being the girl whom u find things tedious to handle.
im sorry for so forcing u to take photos when u dislike it.
im sorry for being so naggy sometimes, maybe always.
im sorry for not trying to let go of us.
im sorry for trying too hard.
im sorry for all this 1 year 6 months 2 days everything ive done to add on to your anger.
im can be sorry for so many things , but at the end of the day i need to move on and know that we are over.
there is so many sorries i could say its endless.

but im only thankful for one single thing .
im thankful for having u as part of my life (once) , your imperfections were perfections in my eyes. i always have said that you are like a God's Gift to me and still you are.

i got alot more to dedicate this to you but i cant do it anymore.
really am sorry for not being strong.

2009-07-03T15:24:00.000-07:00

6:24am

think im leaving this space until i find something good to fill it up with.

2009-06-30T20:25:00.001-07:00

i need time.
one after another it's just so bad. FML
i need assurance , from you.

2009-06-25T23:06:00.000-07:00

happy 19th birthday koi!
so just when my flu got better, the cough decided to come in the way.
50 plus cases which amounted to 300(?) cases plus in singapore is making me worried.
lol .
headed dinner with koi and another round of pokernight.
no work for this week already. and projects to rush.
i have 3 bev to be completed , practise my afd since i missed my extra classes , and script i have handed in dont know if mrssim received it yet.

visited oreo and scottie ! omg i swear they're fucking cute..

2009-06-23T09:59:00.000-07:00

so fucking tired from last night till now i slept less than 3 hours.
fluu bug getting on my nerves *crossed fingers* let's hope is not H1n1 .
gonna go to the doctor if my flu doesnt get better tmr.
And thanks sis for the treat because it's payday for her!
& i got myself a new phone.& the top from topshop was sponsered by sis as well :D triple horrayys to her.

Lazy to blog now. bye! i hate being sick.

2009-06-18T11:15:00.001-07:00

i fucking addicted to gambling .
nights of poker seeing the money besides me grow and bombompow goes down it's fucking addictive i swear!
Plus it has been mahjong overnight then poker throughout till morning.

like i said previously ive been so busy ever since G came back from japan.
He bought stuff for me which made me happy ,burberry blue label is dirt cheap there!
i mean $400 plus plus for that bag though its not what i always wanted but it's better than nothing.
he brought back lots of food/snacks for us, this is the best part! they're all yummy!
Clothes for me and and himself as well .

one of those night i remember watching the movie ghosts of my past gf and it was damn good , well at least i like it.
& one of those night i met up with my GFFS and went to jbar to finish up the bottle and drove over for tuahuay where we witness an accident!
& also one of those night i remember going down to zouk tgth with kynn and co. i enjoyed with her but sadly phuture music sucked so badly that night that we left quite early while they carried on.
& down to jalarbesar to dimsum which left us pretty statisfied.

Many many things i did couldnt recalled all of them . And many many photos couldnt take time to load them cause photobucket is throwing a fit! (seriously need to change to flicker!)

Planning our bkk trip which hopefully will work out , checked the hotel rates already but seems like everyone timetable clashes , let's see how we're working that out.

im craving for dark mocha now!

Good night world :D

tommorrow is going to be another long weekend.pokerbaby poker!

2009-06-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

busybusybusy.
this holidays ive so many things to do hence the empty space in this deadly blog.
not anytime soon i will revive it!
have been going joy riding, eating and working nothing much lots of photos overdued but im lazy to resize them.
Need to start doing my assignments before i start rushing before school starts.

2009-06-10T22:56:00.000-07:00

Cant wait for baby to be back , tmr shall be the dayy :D.
So i skipped school today leaving my babes in school im so sorry but at the same time im tired.
edited some CMS project thingy and now i got BEV articles to go plus practising of AFD.
Damn! But on a lighter note we will be going clubbing this saturdayyy and it's gonna be fun i hope. A happier way to start off our holidays!!

im going to watch my hk series. Behold and wait for my picture spam blogpost.

2009-06-07T03:32:00.000-07:00

ive decided to blog again since i got nothing to do .
got lots of photos but im just lazy to resize all of them.
had buffet with them and its was damn good.

Friday come quickly please.
i cant even believe i got lost in tmart , totally lost my streetsmart.
Facebook the whole time and online the whole time waiting for Bi to come online.
Even its just 15 mins , im statisfied.
Online shopping which made me even happier , now waiting for my loot to arrive.

So tmr will be my last paper which is listening -.-
so secondary school right ? i totally went wtf listening exam !?!
Screwed the teacher seriously.

2009-06-03T09:19:00.000-07:00

it was such a stupid and silly mistake.
Threw my 12 marks away today but then there's always another chance to make it better.
Screw up those content , not enough content knowledge all i did was to state my points.
& i think i improve today. (:

Slight and lack of updates cause im always coming home tired and shag.
John little sale is awesome!

2009-05-30T20:53:00.001-07:00

Been busy with CMS project we have to come up with scripts , research and roleplay.
BEV CA is on wed , and ofa on fridayyy. gonna start revision today .
Fri and Sat seems so quiet cause everyone is having their mid sem , but we had a round of mahjong ytd at zx's place.

Fridayy went over to the expo sale and its damn good . Lots of cheap deal .
Hiatus for now till i complete my exams & im going to start working tmr.
Again driven by money!

2009-05-27T08:07:00.000-07:00

Bf loves knock you down. & he keeps playing over and over again.
I prefer Gaga . everyone is into emotional songs , say hushhush by PCD.
I love the lyrics but maybe just not describing my feelings now.
Been feeling rather happy nowadays, though school is shit still but i love spending time in school.

2009-05-25T08:56:00.000-07:00

i got a phobia to drive which made me drag so long till today i finally decide to go book my driving.

2009-05-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

Sunday woke up at 930 and G's parents sent us over to suntec.
Met up with the rest and had our porridge buffet.

Msg matt the day before ,

Me: not sure if me and gary is going , we'll see if we can wake up! (:
Matt: if you got heart to eat with us surely can wake up .

& true enough he fucking got a lot of care and love to keep our fridaylove going spam me with phone calls early in the morning & the mastermind was actually gerald cause he went and woke matt up. Aha! i guess u couldnt understand a single shit of what i type .

The PorridgeBuffet was better than i expected just that i seriously do not like to eat porridge just hated that taste since young . A great varieties to choose from .
& the best thing is it's cheap and good .
I guess we love eating Buffets , baby is thinking of Dimsum buffet this weekend since i missed the previous trip.

Bus-ed down to Jinkeat's crib and nua the whole afternoon there.Bought drinks& seaweed crackers(im craving for it now) over. We thought of playing 4 pots of mahjong but we only played 3 pots cause we were all hungry when the 3rd pot dragged so so so damn long. I played with Zx cards and wahhahahah i won all his coins over !

MacD for dinner and we played basketball ! i love it though i was sweating like mad , it felt so great after not excersing ever since secondary schooooool.

(pardon my hair!)

2009-05-23T05:21:00.000-07:00

I shant blog about school cause seriously there's nothing interested .
And Afd exam left me pretty much disappointed in myself and i should not have rush through the whole paper . :( just hoping i could get a B this time. & Attendance is not too good for SW and CMS .

Friday had subway with the girls then off i went to meet Baby. Our initial plan was to head down to CDC to book my driving but i forgotten abt my IC being with my mum.Decided to go on monday instead.

Went to Suntec with the rest had auntieAnne and Jackplace with left us pretty much bloated .
Bought stuff from fourskin and im going back for more.

I need to shop badly. I was complaining to Baby that im wearing repeated clothes always , so any shopping khakis ?!

2009-05-19T05:02:00.000-07:00

There's nothing else i can say , eh eh eh eh .

This song keeps replaying in my mind , okay a correction here just this line keeps repeating in my mind. Totally caught the groove of it ever since zx and baby asked me who sang this song.
Now im in love with her the other song which is starstruck! Love it to the Max!

School's pretty cool and still thinking about the swimming lesson tmr plus i guess we will be planning a class chalet if possible.
June vacation are nearing im thinking of the fun and ditching the morning blues but just that Baby is going on a trip to Japan , how sad:(

Say popeyes popeyes! Love their mashed there , gonna statisy my crave for it .

2009-05-17T22:40:00.000-07:00

I was just browsing through my folders on the lappy and how i miss my long hair!looks really awkward in this photo but i dont remember having it temporary curls.Exams will commence this week and i have lots to study for BEV.AFD i need to practise more before i get mindblock on exam date itself.Caught Angels&Demons recently and its pretty alright.Maybe ive yet to read the book , some part i went -.- totally lost in the whole movie.Some said the book does way more justice than the movie , they said its way much better.I should start learning to read more. *we will never complain having more or enough.im thinking if im getting a little insecured nowadays.it's been a long time i feel this way ever since the last big quarrel over his IT show.we're doing good and going strong ever since that biggie but now i feel maybe , just maybe one day he will see the bigger picture of what he wants.but still ilovehim and i talked to him about it alreadyyy.School's pretty draining today 'cause we slept last night and caught Taken online.It's awesome much that show. Love the whole plot !

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So met baby and drove down to bedok wanting to return the Nucell shirt but just not my day , went all the way down and discover it's their off day today.

And to statisfy our hungry stomach , we decided on pizza !
Very filling and statisfying dinner and after that had a whole excercise for baby ; he saw the summon auntie ran from third story to fourth story asking the auntie to give him a chance.

She being so Guailan walked away yakiyaki some stuff that we couldnt hear.
Totally being a bitch.

2009-05-15T22:58:00.000-07:00

Skipped school on friday and went down for work.
The pay rate is fucking awesome thats why im willing to give up on my attendance rate.
Plus on thurs , we were caught for running away from the test . What a big joke seriously! Damn.

Head down to town after work with them and we had dinner and watched zx's friend perform.
I hate the ice cream uncles there , told him not to give me yam and corn all i get back was what i wanted plus 3 big scoops of yam mixed ! & i fucking hate it.
walked further to get another cup , again told him not to give me yam and corn ; this time the order was perfectly right but when i taste it , there's mango .
Damn! he didnt put mango on the menu so i didnt know there was mango.-.-

And we saw a snake yesterday. Like in my whole life i nv seen a snake beforeee sia 'cept for the time in zoooooo.

2009-05-13T09:45:00.000-07:00

Just a short and sweet one before i head to bed.
Came back and im fucking screwed, haven touch any bit on my test for tmr. :(
School's pretty okay and i told myself last week to stop skipping class and i did it . it's only wednesday and i only skipped so far 1 lecture.
Need my attencdance to help in my GPA , thats why.

Met up with Janice today after school and all we did was lepak.
From 6pm to 12am. We played cards and i dont know how the hell TK lost to us 12 bucks plus its his birthday today.
So happy 20th birthdayyyy(!)

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( fyi , i believe in karma so when i typed that whole shit above im prepared to get bitch by people as well. )

i . like .

2009-05-10T08:03:00.000-07:00

it's tough but hang on there. brought GG to see the vet and guess she's better now& the bleeding stopped already.went all the way to jalankayu and i cant believe there's Dog farm here but there isnt any Vet.met the rest and went geylang for dinner .then to marina barrage to lepak.Am thinkin of getting my god damn phone changed cause i seriously cant stand looking at my photos now(!) too much noise, lousy quality , and its so blury.here's the evidence !Saturdayspend it with baby the whole afternoon .we decided to get away from the east side and travel all the way to clarkequay.not to club , not to drink but just to eat pepper lunch.And the best thing was when we reached there we realised it's closed down already-.-Saw ChickVsDick video and that is the other reason for going down there.Checked out the hardrock candies and we bought mini donuts(!)YumYum(: Sunday & it's Mother'sDay.met up with sis and mum and our treat to her.Brought her to CafeCartel .hope she enjoy the lunch we gave her .iloveyoumooms,though i always throw my anger at you but i know in my heart everything u done and said its for my own good.your teachings will always be in my heart though i dont show it.

2009-05-06T04:09:00.000-07:00

Monday after school went east point to eat & then to pet safari.
Omg we saw dogs getting groomed and they are all so adorable .
We stood there looking at Dogs for 1 hour(:

2009-05-03T07:07:00.000-07:00

yesterday we wanted to catch the whole series of xmen which just now star world is playing Part1. Right after show , the tv screwed us up so we decide to head outside for dinner took quite a while to decide where to eat.
85 the last decision made , had century congee then drove down to geylang for tuahuayyy. (:
Stayed up till 6am and we finished the whole series of Xmen.

& tonight Dinner was goooooood !
& Bevvvv all the best to you and shafieeeee.(:

2009-05-01T22:04:00.000-07:00

Am totally addicted to this song ..

Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)

Just trying to find my way back home (back home)

The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone and

Ohh I've been travelin on this road too long (too long)

Just trying to find my way back home (back home)

The old me is dead and gone, dead and gone, hey eh

2009-05-01T21:35:00.000-07:00

Last minute decision to head down to Katong to have dinner since everyone is free.
Decided on Aston's but the queeue was a killer , so us being fucking lame and funny(you will know why later) walked over to katong mall and decided to change to Waraku since there's no queeue and it means saving our hungry stomach .
At the door and blahhhh decided to have 5 star chicken rice cause Jap food is not in a favour to most , walked over and again changed and decided on Aston's cause we saw the queeue was shorten by alot .-.-

waited quite awhile to have our food serve . Talked about school , work , friends , life .

Drove over to IceCreamChef while the rest walked over .

Shared a cup with bi . 'Cause we were still full after the dinner .
Lepak a bit and decided to head down to EastCoast .

Gotten beer , Chips , C.
Sat down and Chill but that left some of them pretty uncomfortable cause its too humid and there's ants on them .

Trapped smoke in the bottle *
We started playing tricks on beer bottles , C Boxes , paper and a light .
Next table we started playing Fire starters that was left behind by some ppl .

What a good dayy ! even though i miss going out with my classmates i still had fun . Net babyy and congrats for moving on . ilveyouuuu(:

2009-05-01T21:26:00.000-07:00

So this time i had a longer weekend cause i skipped school on thursday which means skipped Bev test which i totally wasnt prepared for.
Called my darlings in school and oh wells, theyre skipping the test as well so at least i wouldnt feel damn guilty for not turning up.

Wednesday 29.04.09

Caught 17 again and i swear zac efron gotta be fucking hot.
I totally cant see sg guys putting off a leather jacket plus a basic tee and a slim fit jeans as well as he does . im always not a fan of him that goes gaga if i see his picture on seventeen or teens or teenage , cause i always felt that his pictures in HSM is pretty average only.
While i was gaga-ing over ZacEfron , Bi was gagaing over the lambo in the showww.
Fish and Co for dinner , super good and filling one.

Thursday 30.04.09

Went out with the rest and we decided on catching The origin of Xmen.
Sinful dinner , Kfc left my stomach bloated on oil .
It gotta be rated 4.5 stars despite us keeping our neck as low as we could , we had lousy seats yet we enjoyed the show. overnight and mahjong when we came back.

2009-04-27T03:24:00.000-07:00

Skipped school on friday cause there's a telematch going on and i thought only a few will turn up , so i see no point. Had a long weekend last week and stayed up till 5 on friday playing games , Wii and mahjong & supper too i guess.

Hp camera is like shit , cant blame i traded my 5mp for a lousy 2mp one for Wifi which i hardly use now .
Sat was spent with net, hazel, bryan,samuel and john. Had an early dinner at NyNy and firstly the guy made us sit beside the pillar and was stupidly calling for waiter and waitresses yet no one heard us after 15 mins.
The waiter came with the food and made us laugh like crap : " hi this is your spagati".
the usual pronunciation is spaghetti ( which goes spuh-get-ee) his was like your spa-ga-ti.
Haji after that was good , lots of sharing and laughter .

didnt bring my cam allow that explains why the lousy quality of pictures. :(
Bev and kynn couldnt join us , sometime this week maybe okay?

Sunday woke up at freaking 8 prepared and headed to yishun for work .
Ger was being such a sweet heart to send me down and fetch me back.
Work for 4 hours and commission was higher than the original stated value /
Went to vivo and ate with Baby's parents (:

Today was fucking tired .
i dont even want to blog about it .
Came back was watching Sfactor again , who dont love bimbos bitching shows ?
Mtv and youtubing the whole time .

2009-04-22T07:51:00.000-07:00

schoool's taking a toil on me seriously.but at the same time im enjoying it . i hate wednesday the most and fuck the toilet fucking dirty i cant bath there, ballxz and world class facilities kiss my ass man.School is usually boring so shant go into details of lessons which kill brain cells. School babes are cool , and we always go " hi , girlfriend" (squeakyy high pitch tone).Alot of jokers in our class seriously.

2009-04-20T01:11:00.001-07:00

Been such a lazy ass to blog. But just imagine working and slacking at the age of 18 and now getting up and used to the whole motion of waking up and going to school .
Its really good that i attend school just that i was being an ass for the first week of school already and have skipped principal talks, discipline talks , library talks and LLA. What on the fucking world is that , i have no clue at all.

Photos another day or tonight cause photobucket kicked its bucket . I hate waiting for it to load.
Last friday night planned a surprise over at kenny place for his 19th birthday , and ohmy his huskey grew alot bigger in size and i was damn scared of it . Its like it will charge damn fucking fast towards you and she's in her shedding period bad choice of color for my top .
Black and leaving all traces of her fur on me.

Carnivore on Sat , had the lunch buffet.Its my first time there and im damn amazed at how they serve so damn quickly when i haven finish my plate and here comes another slice of meat on my table, Damn godly everything is Meat,meat,meat and meat.
Tons of varieties chicken , lamb, beef, fish and whats else. Too much seriously / it tasted damn good as well.
2 days buffet leaving my stomach feeling fucking bloated. had sakae the day beforeeee.

Dog Farm on sunday and such a cutie all of them.
Always missed my dog whenever i see Gigi and always when i visit this kind of place i have the urge to bring of it home , its like going to ikea and u feel like changing the whole bedroom kind of thing.

School School Schoool now i think Schoool kills my boredom .
I get to bitch and gossip and laugh at some kids who are damn fucking funny but i *t5. more than what im supposed to. Damnnnnn.

2009-04-14T02:44:00.000-07:00

School was alright , getting used to the whole motion of waking up early and just going to school and slack for now.
2 days of orientation just ended and tomorrow official day to get work done.
Sucks to have no pictures cause i cant be bothered, sweet of Baby to send me to school every morning not letting me squeeze in the fucking crowded 31.

Classmates are fun at least not stuck in a bor-anngggg class.

edited/ 7:51pm

Omg , how could i forgot that i have 1 loot of clothes coming my way till i received my bag today.
Its like i dont even remember placing the order but when i saw my bag , i remembered it was those sad times that i spam money on online shopping.
Cant even remember when i placed my order on that little brown bag that i received.
Now i dont even bother buying clothes cause i got school and the amount of clothes i wear is instantly divided by half.

2009-04-11T07:40:00.000-07:00

Thurs was ShinjukuIncident sat there freezing for 120mins
Fri was FastandFurious 4 sat there freezing for 106mins
Sat was Knowing again sat there freezing for 122mins.

Yes for 3 nights we spend our time at ehub cathay watching movie and mind you , all ended up quite late say 4am.
Knowing was decided unwillingly cause the thought of having 2 movies straight is already a killer now 3 freaking movie.

Ive photos of us but im lazy to transfer now so hold on .
And all i remember doing with them was eat and eat and eat and ice and lights and reds , nothing much seriously.
Aston's for dinner one of those nights ended up Chok getting fanned off rudely by this fucking rude ass shit but we were much ruder blowing in the opposite flow of wind.
Prata for supper on friday and that clearly explains the growth in horizontal than to vertical .

Bought WII over and we kept playing and playing with it.
Wii Sports not working such a turnoff.

School tomorrow.School tomorrow.
Shit fuck.

2009-04-08T08:18:00.001-07:00

Chalets like that made me feel good to relax for 3 days before school.
photos are on facebook and all we did was bbq , bitch , played mahjong , blind mice and drank.
i shouldnt blog a whole wordy post here cause i dont feel like as well.
I had Fun and i loved the second night.
what is done there stays there . (:

supposed to checked out tampines1 today and time to get ready for school. in another 5 days school's is starting.. Dread this feeling .

edited/7:12pm.

spent the whole afternoon munching on chips and surfing the net , not for clothes this time.
just had to learn how to control myself.
sorting out my itunes to make it look neat , hate how songs are arranged before the sorting out.
i think its fast and furious 4 tonight .
and tmr let me have some plans for myself. 4 days more to schooooool.

2009-04-04T21:33:00.000-07:00

came home after donkey years and went over for my greatgrandmother wake.
Did nothing much there and went off after like 3 hours of stoning.
Cabbed down to jalanbesar for dimsum , love it when im the youngest cause i need not pay for anything at all.
Ordered like a mega huge bomb and we finished everything there , love the xiaolongbaos fucking good and shiok i tell you.
Check out Mustafa got some goood stuff there and came home.
Fruitful day i must say .

Checked out some stuff online and had my blood boiling so madly.
Really damn dulan , i dont understand why and whats the intention.

2009-04-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

As i mention in my previous post , i managed to wake up at 11 today consider quite a good timing ever since i stopped working , have been sleeping in till say 4 or 5 pm .
Im craving for Fishball soup and Dumb promise to get it for me ytd but he is still sleeping like a real pig now.

Do.It.Yourself some stuff yesterday night after coming back .
ive a new leggings and thinking of a new vest today .
Always wanted to rip my legging apart but just that i dont know where and how to start , shall go figure out .
Whole morning on Faceboook playing games to kill time .
Gonna wash the car later on freaking dirty!

& i guess tmr shall be bowling outing , yes ?

to.do.list.
alter my skirt.
blackschoolshoes(vansvansvans)
Ikea Trip with dummmmydumb.
Stock my make up.

And tmr is our 1 year 3 months (:

2009-04-01T09:33:00.000-07:00

31stmarch.
woke up at 8 am to prepared to head down to school and the best thing have to happen adding to my grumpiness.
Waited for Cab for a hell 30 mins , I do not have any coins to take a bus , not even a small note and ended up walking from Baby's place to whitesandsmall .
Got on the Cab was already sweating like mad and the best thing is i took less than 15 mins to complete the whole admin stuff for school .
Really frustrating(!)
Trained down to whitesands again and bought foood and am going to get the new neutrogena(sp?) wave cleanser thing , cool shit i must say.

and i havent been buying things , i mean clothes ever since last week . no online shopping and the time i wake up its like shopping malls are about to close .So i need someone to go shopping with me .
And already saving up the $ for the treatment , huacha seems to take effect just that i seriously need to cut down on my eating habits , Getting myself to wake up in the morning so that i dont waste the whole day ; time to switch body clock and get ready for schooooool.

April fool .
This time no jokes , not getting punk'd home.
Went out with baby to Marina , walked around .
caught ConfessionOfAShoppaholic .

Am thinking of getting a cam of my own cause the current one im having is shared by me and my sis .
now that my camera takes shit photos , i cant think of any reason not to get one myself .
& also that explains why there is no photos on this blog ever since this phone.
So stupid to get myself a phone which holds only 2mp . The internet is good but i need a camera more.
Im in love with Boa's Usa Debut album songs , really quite impressive.
Thanks matt for sending them to me .

2009-03-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

Met up with Janice&Kaikai ytd for Kbox .
I tell you the three of us went crazy cause we had like 4 freaking long hours to sing plus the mega huge room for just the 3 of us was just Crazy.
Ordered drinks and finger food (Free btw) and started singing.
such a good deal only at 17 bucks and we decided to go again sooon . (:

Went back had crabs for dinner and we mahjonged.
played 2 pots and off we went to popeyes at ChangiAirport.
Wanted to try the chicken strips but damn they dont have it .
Had the 2 piece chicken instead , yummmy told love their mashpotato .
Very sinful cause we had it at such a hour .

Chalet next weeek , wonder how will it turn out to be .
& need to head down to school tmr to register , 9am such a killer!

2009-03-26T08:44:00.000-07:00

seriously i cannot take it that my handphone is taking ugly photos! Really driving me Mad looking at all the photos that have so much noise instead of quality .
Now really make me think if i want to get back my old phone , Fucking BuayTahan.

SummerBreeze yesterday . Me got damn high despite drinking only few bottle.
but the high-ness was gone after i got back , even had the energy to mahjong till morning.
MacD for breakfast was fucking shiok .

Woke up decided to head to east coast for stingray . Ate like a mega huge bomb!
Drove over to geylang for Taohuay & egg tarts .
Tabao egg tarts home and now im happily eating them .

shall upload my fugly photos another day .(:

2009-03-23T12:37:00.000-07:00

picablog .

GiGi.

TeoHeng.

2009-03-23T10:25:00.000-07:00

ubin trip left us pretty dirty and having bites that acting up after 2 days .
woke up at such ungodly hour 7am to get ready and mind you stayed up late the day before seriously left us pretty fucked up the next morning.
nearly cancelled the whole trip cause we were too lazy.

changiV for breakfast and that mean cost Baby extra 30 bucks .
took a short boat ride over and rented bicycle.
got muddy and sticky which really cost half my life , and the slope was so steep i rather hold and push my bike down than imagining myself falling to death .
Now we were all prepared (if there is ever) another ubin trip , we were all wear shoes and track pants .
Macs settled our hungry souls , came back mahjonged and i slept through till the next morning /

Sometime back we caught ChunLi and totally wasted our money .

22March'"09
Katong for bakuteh which is surprisingly to my liking .
IceCreamChef hoping to see that pretty sweet lady working .
Coming soon wasnt screened at Cathay then decided to drink and play Wii .
Lepak sessions which we talked and shared alot .
Cant stand my 2mp phone which explains why there is no photos .
i kind of miss my 5mp phone now .

2009-03-20T08:28:00.000-07:00

am getting all excited for ubin trip apart from the heat and how dirty it will be , going with them it's just fun! Pardon me if i dont paragraph my sentences cause im currently using my phone to blog cause all of them are hogging to the lappie for dota! Still yet to load my photos cause sissy is busy with her birthday celebration . I think its boring to read my own blog cause i hate the amount of words i use and blahhh no photos.. Anywayys bought my huacha but fuck i just had a piece of sinful chocolate cake and a bowl of tomyam soup , the best thing is now is 3am . supper , fats , supper , fats (!)

2009-03-18T11:14:00.000-07:00

Jbar. Celebration for Cheryl's19th.
Lots more pictures but its with my sis , so another day .

IceCreamChef day and Ktv @ teoheng .

Yesterday met mum got my uncool nano and my uncool phone .
Thats all .
Tonight hoping for a movie with Baby .
Been addicted to Guess the sketch over on facebook just that server is so uncool keeps lagging .
Really need to remind myself to get photos from sis and talking about this , its her birthday soooon .

2009-03-17T00:38:00.000-07:00

Its sad to see how friends will turn their back on us .
.
But at least we treasure the bond and i just prefer to lepak one corner than to find life .
Cant be bothered anymore seriously .
I got much better things to do .

2009-03-15T07:04:00.000-07:00

worst night ever .
the amount i took was not suppose to take me away .
in my mind there's only one word " Why".
But thankfully i had friends , friends who cared .
and you , i knew u cared thats why u came down .

2009-03-12T02:06:00.001-07:00

meeting mum for dinner later .
was suppose to go with zx and matt to check out the prices but i doubt its not going to be cheaper by a lot , probably some free gifts or what not.
and how great i got a fucking miss call in the morning so i called back and fuck it was the company i signed up for the IT fair show .
Pay is damn attractive but i just had to miss that call . So place was taken up.
Im feeling so fucked up thinking about how good the pay was ..

and another thing , getting 40% from my friend who is woking at coach . happy happy.
gonna checked out if my bag is on sale , 70% storewide .

and fuck i dont need you as a friend in my life .
i know you dont need me too , so lets both just quit trying to be nice .

2009-03-09T23:18:00.000-07:00

okay since ive time now better do a update before it starts getting boring .i remember watching Mr&Mrs Smith , 21 weeks (or was it days) later .wait.. i think that was 2 weeks ago .last friday was drinking i guess , just chilling and all .im hoping to get a job to save my bank account , been spending way too much and i need start thinking how to earn money maybe when school starts , i wouldnt spend like how i spend now .went bugis with baby and went MOF to settle dinner and Push after that.i think its average just that everything ended so quickly.the plot was damn simple .Had icecreammm(!)i hate the weather nowadays , been complaining how cold was it just a few days ago and ytd was damn fucking hot.201 for supper . and even though how i complain how fattening supper is , i still is in love with their nuggets. before that was zx's house to check out scottie and oreoooo ..they're damn fucking cute i swear , like 2 fur balls . this week plan is to physco mum for a new gadget somemore IT fair this week , gonna get the price checked.go get ready for school stuff which is about a month's time .(:

2009-03-05T02:42:00.000-08:00

So this is how oreo and scottie looked like .damn cute i swear . They are brothers and they are so lovable .they practically do everything together .
.oreo ❤ or was this scottie ? okay i cant rmb . am waiting for dumb to bring me out for supper tonight .macau cafeeeee please /

2009-03-03T23:02:00.000-08:00

i wanted to show how cute oreo and scottie were but just that photobucket again is being so screwed up .
Did nothing much except for checking out school stuff and all .
Played Lan with the guys and always supper at night . addicted to the chicken wing set already .
ive have alot of things to check out for school damnnnnn it lor .

till photobucket is up , then i shall do a proper update ..

2009-02-27T11:52:00.000-08:00

Happy 19th Birthdayy JinKeat (!)

we just went over to his house lying to him that his laptop crashed , with the co-operation with his whole family .
He was in i dont know was that a shock to him or smth seeing all of us in his room with the weird candles sticking out of the cake.
Prank him with his "birthday present " luckily he didnt get jit or what . Damn funny i swear , should see his reaction .

So today was dinner over at Tao's , food was great and company was great too .
But i dont get it why everytime they will happily talked about dota for the whole 20 mins and i will stone .
The unlucky part starts here , NEA camped and ambush me .
Damn (!) nothing to be proud of but ever since last year in june i was given a chance i was all along a good citizen whereby i always go to the bin and throw my butt .
Today again , 200 kachings ran away just like that . all i could say was damn suayyyy .
Nabehhhhh !!
My bad also luhs , so lazy to walk over .

Quarrelled the whole journey back from plazasing to ehub with my mum .
And Jit with her luhs , i dont know what to say more .
Am feeling so regretful after the whole yelling and all but fuck she dont fucking care and ignore my calls , so i guess im leaving it and not going to please her further .

Movied , apparently i dont even know whats the title .
Sums up my day pretty much .
Just checked out my ibank and i was really damn close to get my bag after saving for say 2 months but damn the 200 bucks just got to make it further .
going to plan up something to try to save it back ./

i was just thinking when i was bathing , the amount of money i can save if could i cut down ( i wouldnt use the word quit cause i dont want it to be all talk no action thing again ) .
Lets see. $12 bucks around maxium 4 days . and u see if every 4 days i save that amount , see it long term every month and every year how much how much .
3 years already , im still not a step closer to cutting down .
Really dont know to be jit with myself or dissappointed.

2009-02-25T07:52:00.000-08:00

im waiting for photos of work to be sent to me .
For 3 days i was driven by the force of money to get out of bed everyday to go to work.
now besides i feel my legs are like breaking , all im thinking is " hua cha , hua cha ".
and this andy guy that goes " stem cells " in a monotone that left me and almy laughing like mad.

aint going to update the whole process cause im drained out , probably tmr .
and we keep running over to look at falsies .got it at such a dirt cheap price .
But our bling bling was sold out . damn shit !

2009-02-20T14:39:00.000-08:00

just tell me how to deal with this thing call life ..
ive yet to master the art of it .

town .

2009-02-16T10:22:00.000-08:00

Picked almy up and off we went to town .
She wanted to look for a job but found only one which is not yet confirm.
everywhere is hiring Full time , such a turn off.

Been restin close to a month already and im happy that i learned how to control my money a little that i still have my last drew salary with me now , mind you its the full amount .
So i guess i can go by without working for another month .
Digressing , so back to me and almy .

Walked around , went with the intention of not splurging cause i spent a bomb 2 days before already .
Dinner at spageddies (sp?) was good . Talked a lot .

And just a moment ago , checked out my school fees and stuff .
April13 new school , new classmates , new environment .
Have to adapt cant imagine man .

Forget about the stigma and i shall just try to do really well this time .
need to start preparing for school and yes , ive yet to book my FTT . Totally lost the vibe to take a license.

2009-02-16T09:53:00.001-08:00

Saint Valentine made feb 14th an Over-rated Day for most couple.
i mean everyday could be as sweet as Valentine and need not wait till this special day to let the guy/girl know that they're so special in your heart.

I dont know how to explain how much i feel that day , even though its an over-rated day whereby dining places raise their prices by a triple still people like me and baby will happily go and dine in.
We were quite shocked when the bill came , but still its the food and companion that counts .
We love every everything about that place and the food was totally up to that price.
From the soup to the main dish to desert , Thumbs up .

Off to MarinaBarrage , talked alot about life and future.
Very nice scenary , next time we going to have a mini pinic theree (:

♥♥♥♥
did nothing special but with you everything else is special .
you know how much you mean to me .
iloveyou for as long as i could .

xoxo

2009-02-12T01:15:00.000-08:00

the movie marathon of underworld , a fucking good show.
i only slept till i see the sunset everyday.
need time to get back on track .

lost blogging bug ? No .
just wanted to keep this short .

2009-02-08T07:42:00.000-08:00

BrideWars ,BenjaminButtons which left our butt in the seat for a freaking 2and a half hour.
And i think i spent freaking much on arcarde whenever im at tampines or ehub .
Been eating a lot lately , fish and co , prata , 85 so the amount of food consume at night was fucking a lot .
even went all the wayy to had yakun and a fucking ungodly hour , never stop thinking to eat .

2009-02-04T08:40:00.000-08:00

eating habits that kills .
we played arcade games and i think its addictive .

2009-01-31T23:20:00.000-08:00

we couldnt stop gambling , we're like some gambling addicts.
so friday got my posting and got into accounting in college east , oh well didnt expect for more.
im going to stop lazing around and start schooling and it shall be my choice.
i know you will go " huh . but its Ite. " / stigma , its just stigma man .
at least i know i aint going to waste my time doing nothing but learning something its more productive this wayy.

went over to giant to get steamboat stuff .
came back mahjong and after steamboat we started to gamble.
won 30 plus on blackjack and we ended up losing 70 at the end of the day, mind you we played from 11pm to next day 12 pm , could you imagine that ?
played peanuts , poker , blackjack and big small plus mahjong .

slept through the next sat till 9pm .
body clock totally screwed .
up our mahjong stakes to 40 80 which is much more fun and not too bad i was on the positive side all along.
played till 6am and knocked out .

i foresee there might be another mahjong session today , maybe only .

no pictures cause no cui face to scare ppl (:

2009-01-29T07:43:00.000-08:00

this year isnt like any other year , it felt like lacking of a festive mood.
Wayy to boring but still its good to see them once in a year cause my family members aint that close .
And for me , as i grew older im looking forward only to gamble instead of the usual sit at one corner in my cousin's place , nua at the sofa watching the same chanel every year and dare not change it cause im afraid no one wants to watch Mtv like i do .

i had freaking 3 reunioun dinner this year cause my mother was being a lame ass .
shant elaborate much and no pictures cause i was busy eating .
couldnt avoid qns bombard by my auntie , as usual got bf anot ? how come become chubbier ? and when bring bf back ?
They just never change their set of qns .

(mygandfather and grandmother)

Visitation is the same every year .
Seems like my luck is on mahjong and not on blackjack .
but couldnt say im losing cause i survived 4 days on my winnings and my losings are all from my winnings , haiyaaaa u do get the drift dont you ?

Wedding game was okayy and i wanna watch Bride wars (!)

photos are still with my sister , till then . Wishing you all a happyhappynewyearrrrrr (:

2009-01-22T06:10:00.000-08:00

i just cant stop harping on how awlful is my hair .
okay i better stop if not i will never going to end this . . :(

so i need to do one last time shopping for Cny and i actually haven got alot of stuff .
i need to get shoes to match my clothes.
i need bags to match my clothes.
i need new bras and panties to match my clothes.
i need makeup to make my clothes.
& i need hell lots of bobbypins to make my hair match my clothes.

tomorrow i shall buy all of my stuff and come back , pack my bag to return home for CNY.

new hair which looks like shit

2009-01-21T10:26:00.000-08:00

i woke up this afternoon deciding if i should go do my hair since an excuse for it will be CNY is coming , but i think i screwed it up .
Sat there for 3 and the half hour , anticipating and waiting for my hair results which turned out awlful :( . A word of comfort will be , my hair will grow soon .
The highlights that made me look very lian ( no offence to them ) and yet the CHEEEEEEENA GUY told me its the latest color , The Bangs that made me look damn fuglyyyyy and yet he told me it was supposingly the oriental loooooook :( totally shouldnt trust him but yet i told him : " anything , you think suit me can already " .

How could i say such stuff . Nabehhhhh really hated myself for one second /

Okay enough of that , carried on with the plan to catch Love Matters .
Its the worst production of Neos studio everrr , for a while i was lost totally didnt catch what the story was about .
& worst thing , the waiting of the funniest joke which we saw on the adver : " yellow(hello) , blue (who)are you . why u purplish(purposely) call me and i will call you black (back)"

totally didnt come out in the movie and sometimes i think their jokes were too cold till i went : "huh , what they talking about ".

drove down to 85 and had supper and if you rmb clearly , i wanted to stop eating so much before CNY comes but guess all plans will resume after that , i just cant resist good food plus good companions.

Now im going to figure out how to clip up my Bangs during CNY to prevent myself from being a laughing stock , Goodnight & one photo just one on my hair .
And pls dont come to me and tell me its so not me , Cause i Freaking know . Nabehhhhhhhh !

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2009-01-19T08:02:00.000-08:00

i went town yesterday with baby and came home with a lot of stuff.
damn fucking fruitful and this time we saved a total of 6 freaking bucks on parking fees , not dumb anymore to park at the fucking 11 bucks carpark .
bought a coat from f21 and its dirt cheap , i was shocked when i saw the price.
now CNY shopping is almost done just needed to get my shoes and maybe i want to get a new bag (!)

met janice over at 800 plus for dinner. and home sweet home after that .

now i need to and want to and have to and shall do is to lose some weight .
But then again how !? Goodies like ba kua seems so tempting and the small prawn rolls thingyyy , fucking tempting (!)

i dont want my cousins or aunties to go : " wa , how come grow so fat alreadyyyyyy!@#$%^&" , i tell u i will jit.
on another hand , its a time to gamble . Mahjong (again i know!) and poker. We need to up our stakes to make things interesting .

i need to save a little more cause now im spending on my own money and i need to shop lesser and eat lesser and time to do something about my hair .

Zx and Matt already done theirs . I also want and not turn into a human walking grass headtop !

Bye i need to sleep and stop thinking about BaKuas !!

2009-01-17T12:01:00.000-08:00

past few days im out meeting people .
there's east coast for stingray , chicken wings and thai coconut .
and red cliff 2 is oh okay .

well i cant remember what i did excatly .
Zouk was okay as well just met some new chicks at least its not dick infested .
Town today was fruitful .

& im tired now , photobucket sucked totally .

another day i'll fill this space with photos

okay im super lazy to upload it one by one so ive it all into one picture (:

2009-01-12T21:09:00.000-08:00

It was Paragon to Taka to Wisma to FarEast to Wheelock to Tangs to Cinen ..We spent 5 hours walking the whole town to shop for CNY clothings.not too bad it was rather a fruitful trip for them but not for me .didnt really saw anything that caught my eyes cause i spend half the time online .late lunch at aijisen and contd walking. i swear our legs were almost breaking sia (!) bought my M.a.c makeup and im going back for more , time to stock up my makeup .Carpark Fees and Erp plus petrol were a big time killer .Fucking $10.98 (!) saw a beautiful beautiful mini cooper. couldnt resist but take a photo of it (:

we didnt had dinner till like 1 plus am , tested out gold mahjong tiles .but seems like i prefer the older ones .drove down to 85 but seems like we were too late , every store is closed .headed over to simpang instead , lepak awhile and went back . & results wasnt that disappointing .i never ever expect a pass for my maths due to not much effort put in but i was damn shock for my english , i mean really quite shocked .now i need to think about what courses to fill up and hopefully i can get a place in poly .

2009-01-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

shit stuff always happen dont they ?
well lets drop tht subject before i digress and go into my self emo , intoxicated world , damn ballzx (!)

nothing much these days just that i stopped working already which means no more moolah to shop , eat , enjoy.
i have some just not excess .
im too dependent on the net that i spent half the time finding my CNY clothes online which i think its beautiful and gawwwwd , they arrived faster than i expected and i have like 4 parcels here already.
Feel like taking it all out and wear it , i mean my relatives woulnt know right ? i see them once a year , if not 2 to 3 times n special events.
i just bought more clothes online and cant wait for them to be here and fuck hotmail is getting on my nerves, i cant read nor reply mails which made me fucking du lan . JIT!

seriously i cannot wait for results tmr , its either i make it or not .
i would rather spend my time studying than spending my time thinking how my heart breaks.

2009-01-08T19:36:00.001-08:00

like how we desire to have the hot bods of the models ,
watching the show yet not feeling too inferior .
damnzx balls(!) theyre fucking hot. & i prefer justin timberlake to usher , seriously !

2009-01-07T22:31:00.000-08:00

late night supper over at prata with friday love.
85 dinner with kenny , chok and baby.
lunch with janicelove.
day time was spend working and damn totally not enjoying work now , just driven by money.
confirmed that results will be coming out on the 12th which im totally cool with that cause its either i make it , if not i will go the alternative route .
mahjong sessions with matt , chok . Cheryl and janice. lost the latter .
there's nothing much to blog about cause everyone is busy with their project which is totally fucking stressing them a lot .
and its time to wash the car .

xoxo , eileen.

2009-01-03T03:33:00.000-08:00

2009 started pretty well and yesterday friday love got out of the comfort zone and went to The Cathay.
Dinner over at Cartel was bad ! service sucked , attitude sucked , food barely made it .but well after eating , lepaked till its time for our movie.
Caught I.P Man and its was damn good , i always dont fancy KungFu movie but i turned out to be quite excited with all the fightings and all .

( pardon my hair , its was damn messy )
Cam-whored a little with almy and jinlian & also group photos , self timers. i have yet to get them from jinlian and almy so bear with this. I'll upload the ones ive with me first (:

Headed over to RocherRoad for some tuay huay .

& Damn(!) did i mention how obsessed Chok's is over that Gucci Cap that i didnt seen him take it off after he put it on. Lol(!) clear evidences .

gerald new wife !

Then was over to upperchangi to cam-whore ( yes john we like it ! ) , and sadly there wasnt much planes that night . jetty for alcohol and walao 5- 10 skills improved a little making Chok drink 6 pure shots at a go which is damn a lot cause i sabo-ed him .
Horrible eyebags(!) been sleeping damn little these days.

for more pictures scooooot over to jinlian's & Almy's blog okay .

A.Happy.One.Year(: ♥eileeeeen

so spent like half a day out at night with the friday love .
woke up late in the afternoon and spend it together washing the Car.
we did nothing special but im still very happy.

for every little things u did for me , i appreciate it.
for every little things u tried to do for me , i know it.
for every little things u change for me , i feel it.
but
for every little things i failed to do , im sorry.
for every little things i didnt tried to do , im regretful.
for every little thing i havent change for you , im repentful.

for all those times we quarrelled ,we threw it apart
but for all those times we share , are kept in the most inner place , my heart.
i dont know how far are we going to go together but for now i know , i love you for as much as i can.

loves ,
dumb.

2009 ?

2008-12-31T13:59:00.000-08:00

A good 2008 , or not ?

well 2008 was definitely a blast be it the good or the bad side.
resolutions of this year failed terribly.
just take quitting quick an example , up to now im still into it .
i didnt want to destroy my mum's heart and i cant convince myself for inking and whats the point of it , therefore i gave up the thought.
the most memorable date was 030108 , i gave in to love again and up to now we're still going strong.
made a group of best friends and name ourself friday love and we were totally addicted to the game mahjong.
my best girlfriends forever whom i loved the most.
lost 2 friends this year .
stopped studying and took private O's .
Best birthdayy ever.
Gerald with his new sex babyyyyy, suzuki !
Too many too many things , i couldnt recall all !

Welcoming 2009 over at sand bar was a blast .
even though there's no foam ( which we promise ourselves this year we will be there ! ) we were grooving to the sound of the music.
shortly it was infested with blacks ! nothing but a big big turned offf.
had poppers , fire sparkles , had barcadi and we got damn high ourselves.
with the love of people who we love and loved us , nothing could be better !
Gffs , pinky promise we shall have a blast in 2009 .
whole drama mama for 15 minutes over at matthew's lost wallet and realise it was in gerald's car.
This year will be and made to be a better year .

HAPPYY TWOTHOUSANDNINEEEEEEE !

xoxo ,

eileeeeen

2008-12-30T04:14:00.000-08:00

well ive been so busy these few days that i didnt have any time to update this space.
rested for one whole week and didnt attend work , imagine the amount of money but then again imagine the lazy bug (!)
A lot of photos from christmas celebration to cousin's wedding but seems like photobucket kicked its own bucket , another time shall be. ( bear with the wordyy post )

24th&25thdecember.

Had a small pot luck over at gerald's house and seems like fooood was sucessful .
we had kan a lot of food until we can't finish them.
damn cock played some potato game cause wonderman jinkeat contributed all his house potatoes to us (!)
im mahjong no no that day cause i seriously think its way too much even festive seasons therefore i kept myself far far from it .
caught BedTime Stories not too bad just that i was seriously tired that half my eyes were closed.

Cabbed back and did a mini gift exchange and cut the log cake.
had some conversational talks about ghosts , spirits , 7 wonders of the world.
Wikipedia is indeed a good friend . now i know whats the seven wonders.
i watched scary movie alone till about dawn and i knocked off.
Christmas was not too bad a celebration its about the season of love and family isnt it ? Ok maybe not its about jesus's birthdayyyyyy.

27th&28thdecember Wedding bell (:

so went off to meet my mum at bugis to get stuff and great i spend $3xx buying for mum's her stuff .
but its okay , glad she love the bag that i bought for her .
gotten my last minute stuff for the wedding dinner and headed home .
its been donkey years since i came back , so used to stayin at bi's house already :/
changed and off we went to our cousin house to stay over for the morning tea ceremony.
damn i slept like 3 hours and woke up to help out with my aunt and mum.
now i clearly know " the most beautiful moment of a lady is when she is married".
had all the usuals like the sisterhoood tricking the grooom and asking for ang paos.
tea ceremony and buffet , headed home changed and off for the dinner at night.
i had 7 glasses of red wine and 3 glasses of beer , my aunt's is crazy making me drink so much !
plus the red wine was a little to the sour side and i hate it .

other than that i spent my days mahjonging overnight and working in the daytime .
totally no life at all and i hope tmr is a blast.
the last 24hours of 2008! cant wait for our 1st year !

2008-12-24T08:35:00.000-08:00

Its Christmas time(!)
so just wannna wish everyone a merry merry christmas !

Season Of Love.

2008-12-23T07:41:00.000-08:00

this christmas really didnt feel like christmas.now i seeing that im growing and growing and never stop growing.i forgotten how to spell the word f-u-n.i forgotten how i used to play and play till i drop dead.now all i do is indulge in good food and find some life in it ,its like at least im eating well.that explains why im growing vertically.and practically the usual mahjongs is getting wayyyy too boring! sometimes i really think was it me being unreasonable i agree i am to a extend being super unreasonable at times.but really sometimes have u ever care about my feelings.if your life just revolves around your games and whoever i think u should go do a check on yourself!wa jit sia fuck!

2008-12-20T20:26:00.000-08:00

this few days have been revolving around town , mahjong , work and nothing else.
so met up with girlfriends that day to mahjong ( yes , like again ) ! im getting quite sick of this life and seriously think we are addicts .
and i spend half my off days staring at the computer screen watching my hongkong dramas .
2 word ; no life !

christmas is coming but we haven't have any plans up and this is really bad .
i did a little shopping already but still not enough .
met up with shane and jinlian to catch the movie - yes man .
damn hilarious but it totally feel like * trying to bring you to their * .
censored word cause it might cause some religious riot !

i have no pictures due to my little right eye infection which is damn bad and i dont wannna scare anyone on this page .
i crave for starbucks now , anyone ?

2008-12-16T18:22:00.000-08:00

caught twilight yet ? if u havent you should `cause it was damn awesome , i totally dont mind watching it over again .
so the threee bimbo us (which is almy , jinlian and me) we were wanting to be in edward's arm and for his sake turn and become a vampire (!)
omgahhhhhh seriously he's super charming i tell you .

had mahjong sessions again and just yesterday a new environment , zx'x place not too bad .
it's official that i always have to lose some buckarooooos before i win some so after losing for 2 days , i won it all back in a pot of mahjong .

so btt is drawing but i havent study a single shit yet reason being i seriously dont want them to have a chance to laugh at me !! thats why im so worried.
& tomorrow gonna hit town with GFs , its beeeeen so long . (:

2008-12-13T03:09:00.000-08:00

the idol of the day that end off with Blues (!)so we went for lunch then scoot off to ktv.its damn fun even though i didnt sing cause i was running a fever up to 40degrees without realising.i didnt know jinkeat can sing jay chou song so well ,i didnt know wenjie sounds like zhang yu (did i get his name correct)and i now i realise chok naked voice sounds much nicer than over the mike .and of course matthew who sang his eng song for us. LOL

they went off for dinner while i cabbed back .screw the fever and flu , really making me so uncomfortable.

2008-12-10T19:48:00.000-08:00

im sufing on lookbook.nu and bandage skirt is in the trend now.
IF im just a little skinner , i'll love to get my hands on one of the skirt . pretty , very pretty(!)
remember earlier i talk abt how slow hair will grow with extension , i got a little brainwashed yesterday night cause im gonna do it with almybabyyyy , and that is if almy is doing it with me .
i mean how fun can it get doing your hair with your girlfriend!

im suppose to be keying in data but im here blogging , online shopping totally dread coming to work .

think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.think of the kachings rolling in to my depleting acc.

okay im slightly motivated. im ordering my bag later and another $1xx gone . but worth the buy i would say.
2 of my items went oos on site and omyyyyymega shit , those 2 were my fav .
now i have to go look for another shredded tee that i love & that drappey dress . :(
gonna get polaroids later during my break for tmr friday love ktv outing !

2008-12-10T06:15:00.000-08:00

so i was supposed to meet jinlian just now to get her stuff down but she wasnt feeling too well , so its cancelled.
i took half day anyway so i went back to get some rest . crap beeen feeling damn moody the whole afternooon but how retail therapy perks me up a little , the feeling of having the confirm the item and pressed purchase felt so goooooooood .
so im awaiting for my stuffs to arrived and damn i missed the gucci sales just because matthew text me at my old number -.- . but i heard it was a fucking long wait just to get in well a little console for myself at least i can save up .

im thinking to stop work this week but ive done the calculations not enough for my december man .
so am just going with the work thingy .
tomorrow another dayyyyy !

2008-12-08T01:52:00.000-08:00

the weekends was rather quiet cause everyone had their term test and all mugging away xcept for the one who is playing dota!?!
a rather educational topic last night kept me all thinking what i wanted for life and feeling a little sour why didnt i do much better , oh well no point crying over spilt milk i suppose.
sunday was spend eating at the new fish and co express well not too bad just that the waiting time was a little too long .

mahjong till close to 5am last night , was a damn excited game and lol koi was out of the game .
had supper or maybe breakfast already at 201 . cabbed back and knocked out .

spend today staying in and was kept entertain by thesuperficial gossip news , lookbook and youtubing . just a lazy monday .
munching on chocolate cookies which made me damn thirsty , am craving for sushi anyone ?

and oh did i mention about dining at tao's cuisine on saturday and thats when we saw felicia chin . Super chic i swear !

2008-12-04T22:04:00.000-08:00

so im currently blogging from my workplace.
from now on all i rmb from work is power to try , power to try and still poer to try .
damn shit so many workload but good thing is do at own timing and i can work from home but of course there are still other things to be done in the office .
bought mark and spencers and its a good deal man ! cause of christmas they have alot of items on discounts . (:
i love discounts man and checked ; bought dress fro wedding . hair going to be done either next week or the following and i decided on not putting on extensions .

how it sucks when i already made up my mind to put on extensions and i read a report on how s-l-o-w your hair will grow with extensions . 2 frigging years when the current wait is about 1 year .
at least now i feel that my hair grew longer so am just going with this hairdo .
Mum and sis are going to get the sony new digi sometime this week and yes another new gadget (!)

and went on a little pamper my oh so lovely self trip . & somehow i dont feel like spending my money so much so i bought a little needs like a small small bag that i wanted from months again and a new sandals , girls never get sick of having another pair of shoes .
this time round no clothes , i need to save i need to learn how to save and i need to start to save .

christmas shopping havent made up my mind to get every0ne a gift or just a big whole one .

2008-12-01T19:44:00.000-08:00

okay so i guess we were all excited about christmas . just hope the planning goes well .
and i got so many things to do but yet im lazy , slight infection near my pupil . damn!
must be the different color of my lenses .

wedding dress for cousin's wedding .
study for my btt which is in 20 days time .
christmas shopping spreeeee
transfer mummmmmy funds.
get my hair dyeeeeeeddd.

shall make time to do all these sooooooon .

& whatever happen know that i'll be here by you side .

2008-11-29T20:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAYYY CHOKIEEEE CHOK :DDD

once again happy 18th birthdayyy to chok ! and i hope he love the planning and surprise we gave it , even though it wasnt a perfect one but still i think it was beautifully set up .
and of course we owe you a present ! dont worry .
and i will post pictures up when i get them from almyyyy.
suppose to open bottle but some stuff cropped up so we left for homeeee.
not a very gooood dayyyy .
I was suppose to go shopping but my mood wasnt right so i think i will go on monday .

2008-11-29T01:41:00.000-08:00

lets all face it . what meant to be is meant to be .
we cant control it .

2008-11-25T07:35:00.000-08:00

caped individual , almost like a gossip girl . so im rushing my work till now at the same time i just caught the new channel8 show .i find it funny how they talk so slow , or maybe its just me .i need to get a new hair . i need to get a new hair . i really need to get a new hair .was thinking of getting it dye redddd or highlight it , or maybe extensions .such a dilemma .went for a little shopping trip with my mother , bought my new makeup and nailpolish . i got like the whole color series from face shop , i love colored nails .okay im blabbering nonsense . i need to sleep now , tomorrow another long day :(

2008-11-24T07:13:00.000-08:00

so today was the boring work which make me so sleepy that now im addicted to coffee which is double bad .
to make it worst my eye bags are getting darker , frustrated(!)
i just completed my work and yes shocking i brought it back to do cause there's too many days to catch up.
so we're planning a little something for christmas and i have yet to shop for christmas presents .
ive the long list prepared out already (:
okay i feel the jitness and warmness here already , gonna hibernate in the air con roooooom , and yes am going to change my number likely w.t.e of tommorrow .

november blues (!)

2008-11-22T20:33:00.000-08:00

so well, you can see that i shifted again ! i dont know how long i will be able to keep this but well as long as i could make this alive i will .
i hate to blog about how oh-so-boranggg my life is you see , all tied down by work and all .
but still i wish i could keep every part that is happening close to my little heart .
okay now i got to run and go do my work (: